Just a Dream?

Amusing,
you may find my voice
as it rings in your ears.
Whispering
for you to come close
and even closer,
making
you feel the warmth
of skin on skin,
sweating
but the windows are frosted
and snow covers the ground,
kissing
not your lips but your soul
leaving you completely fulfilled
thinking
if we were to die right here and now
enlightenment would have been reached.
Searching
for those words to express how I feel
but all that comes out is ooooooooooooooh.
Breathing
you gasping for breath as I turn your body into a kissing booth
leaving no spot untouched, untamed myself I look at you
wondering
how did I get here? Where did you come from? Will you ever leave me?
Vixen from my dreams, don't pinch me, please let me sleep,
dreaming
my life away in a world that can never be, at least not for you and me
I see that now, but then my dream had no end, I was comatose and I loved it.
Living
but not really my life, at least not who I really am, or am I, or was I, I don't know
I have nothing to show for the time spent but a billion and one dreams I had dreamt.
fearing
have I said to much? or maybe not enough at all? They say pride comes before the fall,
but the winter came first before I fell. So whats making the pride run late.